my Articulate Heart

I have realized, my life is nothing but an aimless pursuit to fulfill some vague priorities. My list of priorities are endless and are based on nothing fundamental. They are what I have assumed to be worth pursuing, looking at the patterns that works for others coupled with some sincere advice from people close to me. Some times at the end of the day, there is a partial sense of achievement but mostly despair being unable to meet these targets. But on the whole, life is a drudgery. It is a burden. But things took on a new meaning when I looked to the Truth. Jesus said He is the Truth. And since nobody else has claimed the same, I think it is sensible enough to listen to what He has to say. He said his only priority is doing the will of His father. And he repeatedly points out that I also need to have only one priority that is to allow God to work in me. So is this what he meant when he said, seek ye first the kingdom of God and everything else will be added unto you. I think it i

Mighty God, you defined yourself as "I'm who I'm". I wonder why you did not speak anymore. God is bigger, greater and super exceedingly beyond us. We are only his creation. if He were to define himself, our small brains could not have handled it. Imagine, you created an new creature like an ant using all your intelligence and this creature asks you to define yourself. What would you tell him?. I would think, You tell him, I'm your father, care taker, creator or friend. Would you tell him that you are a hominid, bipedal primate with a brain volume of 1400 cc, characterized by superior intelligence, articulate speech, and erect carriage, contains 23 pairs of chromosomes. He will never understand you. He will feel so little and will not be able to identify you as father anymore. This is precisely why our father who is far superior to us just said I'm who i'm. In another words, He is what He has revealed to us. Rest we will know when we meet Him in pers

Writhing in pain I suffer day and night Nothing seems so beautiful and I feel miserable inside Take this pain away oh Lord Stretch your hand and heal but my prayers fall on deaf ears While I know you are the Healer Then he said in my ears gently I choose to suffer in your body with you So I can stay closer and have My glory revealed

Raise me up to a higher plane far above my needs and cares where I meet you Lord in spirit and in truth When the world around is harsh I draw my strength form you When the oceans rise above me I lay beside you and rest You fill me with love and the grace I need to love as you love and live as you do One thing I know for sure, all I need is You, Oh faithful One, my sweet shelter

When I love; I gain. When I'm broken I'm made strong. In my weakness you triumph. Despite this knowledge I fail. Help me Lord find my real essence, the true me. If i'm made like you, what is in me that is causing my inability to forgive. Where does these emotions come from? where does ego come from? Why do I feel betrayed, unaccepted and unloved. Why do I even want to be loved and accepted? You cried out from the cross "Father forgive, for they know not what they do". Did you not have emotions, ego and pain? How did you handle it? Was it your mission or your love unconditional or both that gave you strength? What is my mission, purpose and nature? It is to love unconditionally and be broken to nourish others like you did. I realize then how much more I must do this for the women of my life whom you gave me. I fight with You over the gift I have received from You. You could not have made a mistake. It is a perfect gift!. It is my imperfections that question t

It has always been an experience being with little children. Their innocence, simplicity, honesty, generous laughter and a life without an agenda. It is a perfect image of a child of God. As an adult, how do we loose these qualities. Is it our up bringing or the choices we make or both?  I'm a father now. It is up to me today to to walk by my children and help them choose what is worth so they preserve their innocence and simplicity and never let them loose it. 

God took the form of a human person. He had a form, shape and a face. Then why should I venerate him in vacuum.